iloveyoungstersfromliverpool hehehehe he came to my school :) I didn’t get a picture with him though :(
saw Tom Kenny today. heard his beautiful voice IN PERSON. my life is complete.
@domthedomo got me this BEAUTIFUL cake for my birthday <3 HE’S THE BEST!!!!! It’s amaaaazzziiinnnggg😍
It was really nice to just spend my entire birthday day with my family :) it makes me feel like I’m still little!
Sometimes when I get feelings that I haven’t experienced for a while, it reminds me of a time I had that feeling.
I remember when I was 5 or 6 and I was trying really hard to sleep in my room by myself. I think my sister wasn’t born yet or might have been just born and she took the place of me sleeping in my parents room. I kept trying but I would always have really bad dreams and would end up crawling into my parents bed late at night. There was this one night where I woke up from a dream that someone was trying to poison me, so I moved to my parents room and fell asleep…but then I woke up from a continuation of the dream and from another and another…4 times I had this guy in my dream trying to kill me. I curled up into a ball facing my mom and finally went back to sleep.
I used to fear and dread the demons inside me but now I have to face the ones I see everyday. I wish I could curl up with my mom and make them go away like I used to.
jerks gotta stop trying to ruin my day >:( I wake up happy until they bring me down one by one. and I’m sick of people telling me I’m being overemotional and that I’m looking into things too much. if I did those exact same things to anyone else, they would think the exact same damn thing.
stop trying to tell me I’m abnormal just because I try to do something about things I don’t agree with. I will tell you how I feel about what you’re doing because we’re all friends and I’d like to keep it that way. but I think I treat people pretty well and I expect to be treated the same. or at least as a friend, or a human being, or anything else other than a lifeless object. I have feelings! I’m not a sponge! I can’t take up EVERYTHING. all your negative feelings and hurtful words. just because I’m a “nice person” doesn’t mean I’ll let people do whatever they want to me and still be nice about it. I don’t like being manipulated either. why is it okay for every other person to have feelings about things but when it’s me, I’m just being overemotional. “oh it’s just Priya, she’s extra sensitive.” maybe you’re just extra rude. did you ever think about that?
I mostly stayed away from tumblr for like almost a week because of midterms and stuff. I don’t know how I did but I’m glad they’re over with, FOR NOW. I’m happy to be back though. and thanks to everyone that replied to my last post, I’ll get back to you shortly. I do feel a lot better about it though. I think a lot of my feelings towards it are consistent with my personality type. I think I tend to be a huge people pleaser and so when I can’t give people what they want, I get really frustrated with myself…which is dumb because I should be living for me and doing what I want. but I think I’m improving and starting to be a little less like that, which is nice because I feel a lot less stressed out. :)
In other news:
I think my new roommate got me sick. it’s hard to be mad because she’s so sweet. it was inevitable. also, my right eye has been really red and blurry all day. and then every few hours it feels kinda crusty so I wash it out. tmi friday! also, I’m going home later today. hopefully my eye gets better so I can see while I’m driving lol.
It took me forever to realize that I don’t need a friend like you. Friends don’t make you sad. They don’t abandon you when you need them most. They’re kind, loving, and always there for you. They’re supposed to be honest. They’re supposed to care about more than themselves! I gave you too many chances and you took advantage of my kindness. If you don’t need me, I sure as hell don’t need you!